My multisite panel disappear

HI,
Once installed wp-security, I cannot login as wp-admin, however I was able to login using the email.
However I don’t see anymore the main multisite dashboard, I see all the subsites but not the main panel where I can change the networks plugin setting, of course I cannot see and change the wp-better security setting.
I already tryed to reset all iTheme security setting from database, with no success.
I use a subdomain multisite.
Anytips?
thanks

https://wordpress.org/plugins/better-wp-security/