Everything all right in wp 3.8 and higher?

I can’t see my posts anymore. The first time I remarked this I went to the post in the admin via “my self programmed edit” and saw a little bit later that my posts were listed as they should. Now after a short ‘redirect’ period my site appeared again but my post titles in the admin were hidden again and are still.

Strange things are happening on my site while I continue my fight.
I have the impression that drafts disappear.

I’m not really hacked I think, but one automatic blogging program site has my login data. I have also a spinning plugin that I disabled.