I'm hopelessly lost.
So I had a domain already registered at wordpress.com and I had the same domain name registered through GoDaddy... (I know, stupid)...
And now I'm trying to switch over to godaddy.com with their wordpress hosting. So I deleted my domain through WordPress.com and I disabled my domain forwarding with godaddy.com. (I had it forwarded to dearwinebuyer.wordpress.com after deleting my wordpress domain option so I could keep the blog active while I made the switch to my own hosting, but every time I would go to my admin site through dearwinebuyer.com, it would kick me to the wordpress.com admin site (dearwinebuyer.wordpress.com/wp-admin))
And now even after I disable domain forwarding, it's still kicking me to the dearwinebuyer.wordpress.com/wp-admin... I'm completely lost.