this is crazy …. where is the admin panel, i need to change my password

so where the heck is this admin panel,
is it on the wordpress.org site?
somehow i got hung up on this site, and got yanked away from the
coffee cup millionaire site, when i asked to download the wordpress download, whatever that is …
this is all so very very vague …
HELP! im stuck in here and i cant get out.
what the heck is this word press anyway?
steve
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