Can't access wp-admin after stop and delete of server provision

I would like to delete my blog. I saved all the contents that I wanted from the blog. Then I pressed stop and delete on the server (joyent) in order to stop billing. My domain will run out automatically in 5 days. I now realise that I cannot access wp-admin because I stopped the server. I don’t need anything from there, I just thought to access it to manually delete all it’s contents. Is there anyway to access my “dashboard” after stopping the host? Or is my account information all gone now along with the server? Thanks.