any way to view my hosted videos as a list ?

Create a custom page template for the page you want to show them on. This link will help you with custom page templates:

http://codex.wordpress.org/Pages#Page_Templates

Then create a custom loop in order to display the posts from the category that contains the videos. Something like this:

<?php $recent = new WP_Query("cat=1&showposts=10"); while($recent->have_posts()) : $recent->the_post(); ?>

//do stuff in here like list titles of posts etc.  This stuff will be done for each post in the category you chose above where it says cat=1

<?php endwhile; ?>